MY SAD MEMORY
This story is about my sad story. . .It began when I, my classmate, and my teacher went to Borobudur temple. . .It happened last year in my hollyday. ..when we spent our hollyday in Borobudur temple. . .it was my first school tour to Borobudur temple. There were many people who joined with this tour. . .they were my headmaster, , my teachers, , ,my classmates, , and my best friend. .. LaLa.
Lala was my closefriend . ..I knew her from my first day in JAYAMAKMUR senior high school. . .nobody who asked me to talk. ..I didn`t have any friends. . I just kept silent. But,this situation changed when I met lala. she was the first person who asked me to talk. . . she was active,smart and cute girl . ..she always made me laugh and happy. . .
After that,Lala and I became a bestfriend.We tried to understand each other. .we always shared our problem . ..I told my problem to her and she did ,too.We believe and love each other .
During our journey, we really enjoyed our travelling.The others only can sleep in a bus.But I can`t.I really enjoyed with this travel.But, I look lala.she very strange.I knew something was happend to her.But she never want to said it to me.
“lala. .what happend with you?”asked me
“what`s wrong with me????i think there not something wrong with me. .”answer her.
But i knew she kept something from me. . .she became a cool girl and just keep silent.I didn`t want to look her sad.I can`t do it.If she was sad I will did too.I tried to make her happy and smile. But I look she just smile but in her heart I knew something happend with her.
“what`s wrong with you lala?”asked me in my heart.
After 5 hour, ,,my bus arrived in front of Borobudur temple. . .all of us was very happy. ..this tample is very amazing. . .i look lala again. ..now,I can she smile and laugh. .i know she happy. .i happy too look she happy. . .
“lala,do you like this travel?”asked me
“very much. .via. ..make a picture with me. .it`s very scarce. .may be we can`t go to here again.”said her. .
I don`t understand what she said. . .but I think it a normal. . .i take a picture with her, , ,we were very happy. .it`s unforgettable experience.. ..
After 3 hour in Borobudur. ..my teacher said that we all must went home because the time is over. .we only have a limited time. . .because after went to Borobudur we will go to kraton in Yogyakarta and after it we will go to safari park. . .
In kraton I look much survival of history in yogyakarta.it`s so amazing, ,,
After 2 hour in kraton Yogyakarta we went to Surabaya and went to safary park. .we arrived in safary park after 3 hour of travel. .in safary park I look very much animal. . .and because time is over so we went home to sumenep. . .i sleep in a bus. .lala sleep too because we were very tired. . .until 5 hour in travel we arrived in front of our school. .we went to our self`s house. . .but before I went home lala said something to me and I don`t understand about she said. . . ..
“via., ,you are my best friend, I very happy can know and became your best friend. . ..i am so sorry if I make wrong to you. . .i miss you. .. “said her to me
“I very happy too can be your best friend. ..”I only can said like that, , ,
I very tired so I went home . .i arrived in my house and I come to my room and sleep . but just a minute my mother woke up me. .i very angry because she distrubed my sleep. ..
“what`s up,mam?i am very tired. .please don`t disturb me. . .”said me for her
“I know,baby. . .but you must woke up . ..it`s about your friend. . .lala”answer her. .
“lala?what happened with her?”
I have a bad feel about this. . .
“she. . .”she stoped talk. ..and cried. . .i was panic. ..and I think I must went to lala`s house. .
After I arrived in lala`s house I look many people cried and sad. . I was very panic .
But I tried to came in to lala`s house. ..i look lala`s mother. .she didn`t cry but she very sad, , ,I come in again . .and I look lala. .she sleep . .but not just a minute. .but forever. . .now, I understand why she very strange. ..why she ask apologize to me. .and why many people cried and sad, , I know why i have bad feel. . .it`s because she will die . . .i was very sad because I can`t make she happy before she die. . .and I hope she will happy in heaven forever. .i cried and very sad. .but, I don`t understand why she die. .
I want to went home. .but lala`s mother called me. . .
“via, ,please don`t went home,. I want you read this. ..”asked her
“what it is?”said me while cried
“it`s lala`s diary. . may be you can know something about her, , I hope you never sad with lala`s death. . “said her to me. .she tried to unruly. .but I know she very sad.
“but, I want to asked something to you. . actually,what happened with lala?why she die?”asked me and I cried. .
“she never said something to you??”
“never “answer me.
“ah , ,I can`t keep It again, , ,i very sad because I lost my children . .actually,she have a sickness, , she have a leukemia sickness . .and we know that she have a limit time to life. .”
“why she never said it to me?”
“maybe she never want to make you sad. .and maybe you can know what she feel from her dairy.”
“I want to know what she wrote in this dairy”asked me and I went home. .i cried as can as I do. . I keep my self in my room. ..i read lala`s dairy. . and now, I understing what she feel before she death. ..
I very sad when my doctor said that I have limit time to life. . he said that I have leukimia sickness. . I don`t understand why this sickness happened to me.i don`t want to leave everyone who know me. . I don`t want to make them sad and cried. . I more near with my death day. . .i can`t do everything . .i know it the way of my life. .i will leave my bestfriend. . via. . .i know it very difficult for me. i want via know that I very love and miss her, ,I want she know that I very happy can be her friend. .and iam very sad because I must lost her. . . God. . .give me a change to make them happy in my last-ditch time….
I was very sad after read her dairy, , I regret because I can`t understand that she will die. . .i think I very bad friend and I am very stupid. . .i feel blasé with my life. . I want to overtake lala. . .i want to die. . .i very desperate.i keep my self and I don`t want to eat and talk with everyone. . I stayed in my room since 5 day. .i don`t want eat, ,I never go out from my room. . .i don`t came to school. .many my friend know that I very depression and they sad look me like this. . .my mother very uneasy about me. . .my classmate very sad when they know i was very sad because lala`s death. .so,they want to amuse me. .they want to make me happy like before and became spirit. . .they come to my house and they amuse me. . .
“via . .i know you very sad because lala`s death. .we feel like that too. .but,we can unruly it. . .and we hope you can unruly too like us. .please aware. . .we need you. . .”say reno. .he is my capten class. . .
And I know that it`s my life way. . I must accepted it. ..and now I understand and I must became my self like before. . .now,I try to accepted lala`s death. .. I want to change my self like before. . .now,I only can say good bye to her. . .and I only pray to god to make lala happy in heaven , ,amin, ,, ,
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